One month has just floated by like that and I really miss school days... Now that i m working, everyday is just a routine... wake up and head for work at that dreadful place at sbf...
Luckily, the ppl there are quite nice.. haha...
Chinese New Year is around the corner again and may i wish that all of u will have a blessed yr ahead...
Though, everyone will go their separate ways, 2t09 will always be in my heart... all my friends, enjoy yourselves... may we meet soon as i miss all of u... Muaks! Love all of u!

I really dun wish to meet him or to talk to him... he simply makes me feel guilty... what shld i do?
Your presence makes me feel awkward, stressed and uncomfortable at times.. why do u need to tell me that u still have feelings for me.. u make me feel so pressured... like i m such a horrible beast that is so heartless... u have changed and u noe it... u r no longer the person i noe...
i think u really need time to retreat and think things over.. no use brooding over past events.. it only makes u miserable
tk care!

Have worked for a week already... think that its fine but will grow really fat sitting for the whole day... got to know someone really nice called Elaine... she is a nice girl and i hope she gets a job soon...
But i do have an irritating supervisor who accussed michelle and i for making personal calls during office hours... she had to remind us that we r paid on an hourly basis... felt so insulted u noe... hated that tone... really wanted to tell her that i will not be so despicable as to do such a thing... so pissed off that day... wanted to scream at her... pay me peanuts and want me to slog hard.. she must be crazy!
Cant wait to finish these 2 months... juz want the money...! haha... well, now that i have to see the computer screen eveyday, i wont be updating my blog so often....
Take care everyone!

I finally found a job after so long and i am now working in Singapore business federtion... at least there is something for me to look forward to in 2005... btw, happy new year guys and may the new yr brings lots of wonderful memeories and joy...

As we begin the new year, i really need to put everything in place again...

1. Perhaps escapism and refusal work,
he has gotten back with her again...
Wishing u all the best in ur love life!

2. What do I really want to become...
Many of us have come to a stage whereby we r going to make one of our lives's most crucial decisions... our career path... at least i know that a 9 to 5 job is not for me...
hmm... perhaps i will go into teaching... Geography? shld be it

3. Need to go for driving lessons soon...
But ppl warned me that the chances of passing at the age of 18 is rather low now cos they r more stringent especially when it comes to teenagers.... so haha... may have to try multiple times before i pass...

4. Patching up a broken heart
The pain is slightly eased now since we do not meet...
My work is also helping to nullify the pain...
When communicating with each other becomes difficult, i m so afraid that we will drift apart.. i m sad but there's nothing that i can do...

5. Want to do something for others..
Have we ever stopped to realise that we have done so littlt for others...
Since 7 when we started school, we have been engaged in an endless rat race...
till today that we are almost ending our teenage life, we still have done so little...
we do volunteer work to churn out CIP hours and very seldom that we have done it out from our hearts... hmm.... i hope to be able to do some volunteer work in year 2005...

As for the new year, I hope that everyone can be HAPPY and that the world can be a peaceful place... in the light of the tsunamis attack, it is truly heart wrenching to hear the ever escalating death toll... we should treasure the ppl around us... May god bless everyone.... ; )