Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others:
It is because we are different that each of us is special.

Don't set your goals by what other ppl deem important:
Only you know what's best for you.

Don't take for granted the things closer to your heart:
Cling to them as a would your life,
for without them life is meaningless.

Don't let your life slip through your fingers
by living in the past or the future:
By living your life one day at the time,
you live all the days of your life.

Don't give up when you still have something to give:
Nothing is really over... until the moment you stop trying.

Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect:
It is the fragile thread that binds us to each other.

Don't dismiss your dreams; to be without dreams is to be without hope:
To be without hope is to be without purpose.

Don't run through life so fast that you forget where you've been,
but also where you're going:
Life is not a race, but a journey to be savoured
every step of the way.

Well, 28th Feb is arriving and i will be out of sbf... admin work is really not for me... much that i tried to make myself enjoy it... i cant... but i think i will miss some ppl there.. Elaine, Yi Hui, Esther, Juliana, Suzanne, Aunty, Emily.....

Will never forget the guy who has a vey loud voice and the volume that he uses to converse over the phone with his colleague... when actually he could have just shouted across the office cos everyone can hear him including the one that he is talking to... ahaha...

Well, another set of memories that will be kept in Avy's dictionary... I believe that everything is an experience.. whether good or bad? The learning journey is still on... much that i hope to deny, I do feel a tinge of sadness to leave the place that i have spent 2 months at... cos its my first job... but i will really need to try other things b 4 i choose my course in university... bye SBF...

We finally met up...! went to sebast's hse which is just situated just opposite geylang red light district... almost freaked us all out... i think that we r juz being paranoid.... haha...
we had fun playing black jack...
well, Sarah looked the same.. pretty as ever... but she was the ultmate loser... hmmm... wonder how much she lost?
Qian hui, just met up with her on cny's eve... but this time... she has become a secretive girl.. she refuses to tell us her secret... naughty girl... haha...
Ee bing, she looked the same to me... loves to stone... haha... and a very lazy banker too...
Bridgitte... hmm.... still my darling... sweet as ever....
Sebast... he is still my cute bro... his baby photographs are so cute.... what happened over the years...? haha.. juz joking....
Terence... greedy as ever...
Michelle and sophie.. hard to tell the difference cos we always meet up.. i really mean always.. they are my 2 big darlings.........
Love all u guys.... 4 ever avy

We finally met up...! went to sebast's hse which is just situated just opposite geylang red light district... almost freaked us all out... i think that we r juz being paranoid.... haha...
we had fun playing black jack...
well, Sarah looked the same.. pretty as ever... but she was the ultmate loser... hmmm... wonder how much she lost?
Qian hui, just met up with her on cny's eve... but this time... she has become a secretive girl.. she refuses to tell us her secret... naughty girl... haha...
Ee bing, she looked the same to me... loves to stone... haha... and a very lazy banker too...
Bridgitte... hmm.... still my darling... sweet as ever....
Sebast... he is still my cute bro... his baby photographs are so cute.... what happened over the years...? haha.. juz joking....
Terence... greedy as ever...
Michelle and sophie.. hard to tell the difference cos we always meet up.. i really mean always.. they are my 2 big darlings.........
Love all u guys.... 4 ever avy

Well, its difficult to pen down why i m lost and i think only someone knows...

Hmm... the creepy feeling is setting in again... why does it haunt me every night and day..
i cant help feeling this way... how i wished i could just sleep and never wake up again... i m lost and i want to escape... i do not wish to see looks of disappointed faces that can tear me apart into pieces.. which crumble & vanish into the thin air... will there be a place for me...?
I have no one to turn to... no one listens to me... ppl either shuff me aside and conclude that i m silly or simply have no time to listen to me... i m as good as a mute in a silent world... choking tears and sniffing nose... what's wrong? don't ppl have the rights to sob when feeling lost and worried...? am i supposed to be a superwoman or a tear controller... i wish i m one.... i have been reminding myself that i m strong... and i hope i can be...
I have to enjoy myself now b 4 my life changes... for good or bad................................................................................................................................................

hey.. happy new year... it been a long time since i blogged.... well, met up with a few of my friends on chinese new year's eve at school.... ahaha... so long since i have met so many of them.. such as Bridgitte, Joanna, Qian Hui, but as for Michelle, Terence and Sebastian... i meet them rather often... hahaha... so cant say i miss them... Well, enjoyed the time with them... we sat and chatted at Mccafe and talked abt every rubbish topic we can talk abt... haha... truly enjoyed myself.... btw.. joanna is now a teacher who loves to terrorise her students... haha... and bridgitte is starting work next tuesday as an hr assistant.... juz to inform everyone of their happenings... hope everyone is happy making money ya...


The feeling back at Cj was FANTASTIC.... went to visit all the teachers and met some schoolmates... the teachers look the same.. looking as stress as ever... haha.... hmm....

Really cant wait to get out of this disgusting job... hate the environment and the ppl.... how i wish that 28th feb will come quickly...

Dear friends, may the new year bring joy to everyone i know... best of luck for the rooster year...