Well... i m enjoying myself rite now.. very busy with many things but having fun...

Last wednesday.. went out with Sheena, Xue ting and Melanie.. Visited my sec sch but the feeling wasnt not so cosy anymore... meeting hostile vps that greeted us.. so upset...
Then went YMCA to accompany xue and mel study... so xian.. and I FORGOT all my MATH stuff! haha... SHEENA DESERVES HER A.. SHE IS good... It had been a long time since i have met Mel and Xue... so happy to go out with them... really missed them like shit... what a refreshing day!

A few of us managed to meet back at Cj during CCA orientation... Rach, LQ, Sobia, Mich, Ben and DEWIE>>... Dewie has gone so FAIR... haha.. then we went to chill out at coffee bean .. such a lovely day!

T9 frens.. we'll meet on 2nd april...

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Hiaz... i lost my phone again... this is my second time losing my phone... my poor phone... my Samsung E700A... boo hoo hoo...

Seriously, i dun even noe how i lost my phone.. was at IKEA when this happened... hiaz..

Feeling miserable... : (

Not working for the time being... but doing volunteer work at " I can" club.. its a place for ledged- key children... very interesting to be there mingling with the little children... they are very adorable and fun to be with although they always fight and quarell...

They love to play this game called " block catching"... and another one called " Carpark"... they r games that i totally have no idea before they told me abt it... really generation gap.. haha...

Love the things i m doing now.. find myself happier and more cheerful now... : )

Well, i finally got back my long awaited 'A' level results... kind of glad with my results...

I got A for Geography, A for Economics and B for Mathematics... B3 for General Paper... Distinction for S paper.... really thank god for these results....

Academic result does not guarantee anything.. its just a passport... All my frens. dun be too disappointed with your grades... life is not just abt results.. there are many routes that we can take... cheer up my frens.... i m always a call away... my shoulders are always available ya....
Take care as we proceed into the next phase of our life... smile.. : )

Tmr will be the day! My heart is thumping so fast that i feel it's going to jump out very soon.... Somebody help me!

I noe that there is nothing that i can do since everything is fixed already... but cant help feeling worried.... Miss T09... will be seeing all of u tmr... Love u guys... : )

Oh well, the day is pressing nearer... so spooky... really feeling the creeps now.. i wonder how am i going to survive through tmr.... hiaz.... have been having sleepless nitez.... i think i will look like a panda on friday...

What if i dun make it? I think i will be lost! I wont know what to do.... I think i might never appear on this earth again........ i m so scared........ i m panicking....

I m so happy today cos i finally met up with Sheena at Great World City... ate at Kenny Rogers... had a nice chat abt our happenings..... but as expected , the topic never left the RESULT rubbish... so irritating....

We talked abt friendship today... we both concluded that promises do not mean anything... action is required... Words like " I miss U", " friends forever" dun mean anything if nothing is done...

Anyway... Enjoy tmr... : )

Well, 4th March will be the coming... feeling excited but at the same worried...

Today is my first free day... no work! haha... enjoyed my stay at home watching vcd the WHOLE day... i finally get a free day.. suddenly, i feel very tired....

I have journeyed 18 years of my life but i still feel hollow inside... throughout my life, i have been trying so hard to lift up to people's expectations of me... my parents, my teachers, my friends and my family... its tiring... cos i m a normal girl... i m not intelligent nor talented.... i have been slogging cos i hope to see ppl happy... but i dun feel happy myself.... ironic it may sound.. but its the truth....

Perhaps, only ppl who know me well will know.. beneath the cheerful looking me, it's a heart filled with depression and emptiness.... lacking of security and love...

Maybe, its time for me to really think abt life.... what I really want... i mean for myself...

Hey friends.. i think we shld all think for ourselves.... we should carve out the journey that we want want to take.... so that we can savour our journey....... : )