Now that I have made up my mind.. i will just have to learn how to make the best out of it... Hiaz...

Life is a journey that should be savoured as we journey through
We live a life so short that we can hardly finish what we need to do
Dreams and goals are meant to be fufilled
For you only have a lifetime to complete them
Be daring enough to dream and hope
For they provide the propelling forces that is within us inside
I hate myself for not having the courage to dream
And to give up what I really yearn

Well... ultimately, I have chosen to take up the ntu's course...

There are a whole load of reasons why I finally settled for this choice instead of my love... I love the subject Geography with all my heart and soul and how i wish i can continue to pursue this subject till the day i die but i cant.. my family pressure is enough to make me collapse.. words of advice which pierced through my heart.. ironic it may be.. but they seem so painful to hear... the harsh words that were thrust on me for the decision that i was about to make which was to go for my love forced me to the brink of the mountain edge... I hated that... My parents, no doubt tried to remain impartial... still gave me the pressure to take up the course... their worries for my career options and so on wrenches my heart... Now... that i have indicated my choice.. there is no return for me... I will juz have to proceed on and make the best out of it...

Bye my Love.. I hope to explore deeper into u one day...

I have been asking myself as to what i really want recently... torn between two choices has made me feel rather miserable and troubled... one which offers me such a wide avenue to explore but i m doubtful of my ability in there... the other is my love and i hope to go all out for it... but sadly, the career options for this course is more limited.... hiaz...

But at this point of time... i have made up my mind already.. but will not be revealing it till the time is ripe... haha... thanx for everyone's concern.... love and hugs to all of u...

one is my love.. one is for practical sake... sianz...

Hey.. I had a Wonderful Birthday this year with all my frens.... thank you dearies! And I love my presents..thanx for all the ear rings, necklaces, photo frame, cups, cards, the lovely bag from my pw frens... I love them all.... Muaks....

Well... I received numerous birthday messages but still waited for one that failed to come in even when the clock stricked 12... So as per normal.. I started pouring... sorry but i couldnt control myself... maybe i m really weak... I m still waiting for the belated birthday wish... I hope it comes but i doubt it... : (