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Remember me this way
Wednesday, June 29, 2005

well.. recently been addicted to the song remember me this way by Jordan hill... I think it reflects the many elements of one's life...
We have travelled 19 years, having many ppl come and go... some left a footprint and others left scars.. Some held your hands tightly and helped u thru while others took the chance to kick u from the back... Some were there when ur tear gland fails to work while others brush u aside with little regards... Some will understand u even though u dont say a word while others juz find u eccentric... Some memories left an indelible mark in your mind while others just persistently stay in your mind though u work hard to forget them... Life's journey is miraculous... How a short journey like this can be filled with plentiful memories..
I wonder ten years down the road.. will everyone be the same? Will we still be able to recall those memories that we had together... the good and bad times... ? Will ppl still remember the me then or will they judge me based on what they see?

"Every now and then
We find a special friendwho never lets us down...
Who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall"
Treasure all your friends for they are precious gems that God have given us all...

writtern @8:00 AM

Camp sounds fun....
Friday, June 24, 2005

Heard from bridgitte that her camp was fun!! hopefully mine will be fun too...

writtern @9:42 PM

Camps.. Camps...Camps!!!!!!!

So many camps..! my goodness! how can it be?
All these mails have been flooding my mail-box ... how to choose? I cant believe it.... haha..
So which one shld i go... so xian..
Everyone is telling me that hall camp is a must to go cos these wil be the ppl that u may need to seek help from... and that they come from a more diversified fields... and i might even meet some of my sch ppl there so life will be easier when we need to discuss work... so yup i will be going for it.. haha... decided.. unless qian pang-sei me.. haha

writtern @12:30 AM

Feeling Sick
Saturday, June 18, 2005

I have been feeling sick and losing my enthusiasm for almost everything.. what all of u see is a false front that i m presenting...

My rashes r torturing me since LAST JUNE.. they r sucking away all the remaining energy that i have left.... I m tired of these unbearable rashes on my legs, hands, body and even my face.... i hate the sight of it... someone help me... i m collapsing but no one knows...

the medicine is making me feel sick.. vomitting, bad tummy... no more energy to cope with it... cannot bear this alll by myself.. dun want to make my parents worry.. suffering in silence... I am in need of help... !

writtern @10:46 PM

Its all coming back to me now

Wanted to take an afternoon nap today but couldnt do so... memories of school days in STC and CJC kept running through my mind.... perhaps its cos i have been passing by buona vista almost everyday, where the MOE building stands... haha

There's an unusual feeling that creeps into me everytime the mrt passes by buona vista ... i always seem to feel something unusual... that was the place that i thought that i would be visiting very often once i graduate but that might not be the case anymore... its my dream to be a teacher... DREAM...

School days are the most wonderful times i had... entering the sch compound... i seem to be able to thrust those unhappy times behind me... I love my schools...

Maybe i should get myself occupied... stop thinking rubbish stupid girl....

writtern @10:25 PM

I m scared
Thursday, June 09, 2005

Hiaz.. i dun really noe why i m feeling scared and worried... I m feeling bored but feeling scared of sch... I chose a course that i thought i would ever do it.. I dun noe what would sch be like.. will there be nice ppl or bitchy ppl... Luckily I have rach with me...

Fear is crippling me ... : (

writtern @5:16 PM

Feeling lost without u
Friday, June 03, 2005

I havent been hearing from u... feeling a little lost... I think I miss u... but u will never know... hiaz... hope u msg me soon... : (

writtern @10:24 PM

Loving the time
Thursday, June 02, 2005

Went out with some of my primary sch frens yesterday and ate at sakae sushi.. yummy food.. haha

Wanna meet up with so many ppl since i have all the time in the world now... anyone free? just give me a tinkle... haha.. btw is it true that we can collect our 'A' level certificate already? cos i received an e-mail from MOE.. haha...

writtern @7:55 PM