I found my misplaced money! So happy! At least I do not have to be frugal. hahaha

Session was tiring today especially cause Kenny wasn't too cooperative. His stubborness can really drive me up the wall. I seem to have lost my patience.

How blur can I be? I misplaced $250 that I withdrew to pay on behalf of the people who bought mooncakes from me. Gosh! Hiaz..

Today has been a relaxing day!

Met up with Kaijie to have lunch at this place called New York new york at CityLink mall. And the fish that Kaijie ordered looked more like a chicken! hahaha.. I cant help but laugh at the sight of that chicken-like fish!!! All I can say is that the food there is just so-so.

Then went to buy picnic mat before heading off for starlight cinema to watch Just like Heaven. It was a whole new different experience watching a movie out in the open. Kinda fun! The show was not bad too. Pretty humorous!

Shall try my best to get down to work tmr if I can ever get myself to do so.. hahaha.. :)

It's been a tiring day for all of us! Once again, a BIG thank you to all those who came down to help distribute the 300 boxes of mooncakes!

Logistic officers! Shawn and Man Jun! You 2 are fantastic. Thanks for the effort in plotting out the routes for delivery today! I am simply impressed by the efficiency and organisation that 2 of u have displayed! Thumbs up for 2 of you. And Shawn.. do remember to claim back the money for your diesel!

Not forgetting the people who packed into Shawn's van to help in distribution! Thanks loads!

Edmund, Sheena and Kim Huat! Thanks for coming down early to pack the 300 boxes of mooncakes! Avy would have died doing it alone!

It's our first step but I am already proud of u guys! Keep up the great work and I am sure we can make CurL'07 a memorable one for all of us. Bear in mind that we are doing all these for our beneficiaries! Our effort will pay off when we see smiles on their faces!

As for me, I looked so horrible today! Firstly, I wore a pair of shorts out of the house. I forgot to change out before doing delivery! Secondly, I wore a faded Winnie the Pooh T-shirt out of the house! Gosh gosh! Lastly, I wore my spectacles out the whole day. So if you piece all this description together, you can visualise how terrible Avy looked today! hahaha... I think I have a disconnected brain! hahaha...

Muaks to all!

Avy's left wrist is painful.. boo hoo hoo...

Anyway, glad that I've cleared almost all the mooncakes from my home. My main commers are the best!

Mooncake horror is finally over!

300 boxes of them! Gosh

Mooncakes and more mooncakes!

Gosh, it's really mooncake horror for me! These few weeks, I have been so busy with mooncake canvassing. Consolidation, money collection and distribution can kill. And tmr, I will have 300 boxes of mooncakes in my HOUSE!!! Gosh, gosh, gosh! Still pondering... Should I place them in my room or in the living room? hahaha...


Just back from WSC appreciation dinner. The food was not bad but the fish was so fishy. Yucks! hahaha.. they told me cause I ate the fishy part so that's why.. hahaha... Received a box of chocolate from Yuanhe, the ex-CurL chairperson.. according to him, he chose that gift so that I can eat them when I feel stress.. hahaha.. ok.. i appreciate.. :)

Tmr.. have to meet my boss to give him an update for CurL.. bet I am going to look daze at him.. now my whole life revolves around mooncakes.. its hard to switch to a different topic.. hahaha.. then going for photo shoots in the afternoon for CS226.. At night, wait for the arrival of my BELOVED mooncakes.. Gosh! What a tiring tuesday!

That's all for today... :) Really need a rest!

I simply can't wait for the holidays to come. It's been 6 weeks of complete hectic and busy times for me. 3 quizzes next week! Gosh. My brain is charred and my eyes are becoming watery. 2 deadlines but luckily, I am done with both. Phew!

Moon cake canvassing can really drive me up the wall! I am tired of typing long emails, chasing after people to submit their list, asking them to reply me when they can collect them... Payment is yet another problem. Sandwiched between my committee members and my friend. Hiaz... Trying to balance the accounts when my math totally sucks!

Ok.. I m just venting my frustration here. This is by far the most tiring semester I ever had since I stepped into university.

Even my body is sending me a signal that I need to take a rest. Had fever for three days! Well, but I do know that there are people around who are concern about me. A simple SMS or a note is enough to brighten up my day! Thanks guys! You've been my pillar of support! :)

I love presents! Received 3 wonderful wonderful presents... hahaha... got a new jacket, a winnie the pooh tumbler and a sweet card from my dearest friend.

That's all. I m feeling better after pening down all these! Smilez...:)

I wonder if there is an alarm clock in me. Waking up at 9 plus everyday when I have to luxury to wake up late. All thanks to the wonderful nightmares that scare me up in the morning. Maybe I've been too tense recently.

As promised, it's a revitalised Avy! Happy as ever.

Deep down in all our hearts, each of us has our own sets of problems and worries. It's just a matter of how we want to cope with it. As for me, I've decided to smile and overcome it, step by step. :)

It's already 3am in the morning, and I am still wide awake. Mind is active. Wonder what is keeping my mind awake at this wee hour of the morning when I should be sleeping?

It's gonna be lots of deadlines and quizzes in the coming weeks. Struggling with the mounting accumulated workload and readings to be done.

I hope I am not screwing up my life now but perhaps I am, I seriously don't know. I cannot say that I am upset or unhappy. In fact, I think I choose to be nonchalent about it. Some things around me are making me smile. From sweet gestures to thoughts, crazy moments with my friends, they help to put a smile on my face.

I think the best word to use to describe my state of mind now is 'confuse.' My confusion is coming to light as I progress on but I am thinking more deeply into matters which is at the same time sapping away my remaining energy, bit by bit. I can't say that I hoped it didnt happen cause I am glad it did. I just need to piece things together. Even if its going to be a long and tiring process to piece them together, I am sure it is still worth the effort and time.

I am getting stronger. I am and I have too. I am no longer just myself. I cannot shut myself up in my own world like the way I used to handle situations in the past. I have responsibilities to my team, my family, my friends and more.

After this entry, I will go to bed. And from tmr onwards, I will be stronger than ever. No more tears in bed! I will emerge as the happy girl that I've always been. Cheerful and smiling all the time. :)

My blog is catching dust. Have been busy busy busy...

A lot of stuff have been happening recently. Too much for me to handle. Emotionally and physically, I am drained. Beyond my seemingly strong and cheerful outlook, there is a tired soul inside. A soul that is losing her steam, needing a shoulder to lean on when tears flow uncontrollably at night. This seems to be the only avenue in which I can throw in my thoughts.

Still piecing myself together.

Piecing the parts together