Had a wonderful project outing today. It's great meeting up with all my dearies. We shall meet after our exams again ya. :) For the time being, take good care of yourselves!

Love,
Aveline

Had a lazy today... Woke up at 12 o'clock and then went out to have lunch at my favourite frog leg porridge stall.. Yummy. Then went to do some shopping and cheated my mummy off a pair of jeans. Hehehe.. :P I am getting good at this.. Just days back, I bought 3 t-shirts and now a pair of jeans. Hmm.. I guess my mum knows that I have been rather stressed out recently so she is pampering me.. :) Came home and played with my cousins! I enjoy Saturdays.. its always a routine... going for ID session.. playing with my naughty cousins... and spending time with my loved ones... :)

Marriage can be so fragile.

Blissfulness fills the air on one's wedding day. But after some time, things could turn out sour and the sweetness of being together fades. It makes me sad to see my love one going through the pain of whether to stay or leave. Divorce seems to be the easiest way out to problems for many couples. So where did all the marriage vows and promises vanish to? Are they simply empty promises? Marriage, to me, is sacred. It's a promise that I've made and I will keep to it. Yes, I am old fashion. But that's me. Whether is it a B/G relationship or marriage, I am utterly serious about them.

I just hope everything will turn out fine for my love one who is now in this predicament. She is going through an emtional struggle and I can only give her my support in whatever decision that she makes. Yet I silently pray that she doesnt choose the route to escape and instead choose to face it with courage.

But honestly, such stuff is beyond anyone's control. When all the sweetness and romance fade, they sound the death knell of a relationship. No one is right or wrong in relationship problems but I truely believe that problems can be solved.

It is fate that brought two together and I feel one should treasure it.

Just a penny for thought.

5 days of break.. hooray!

But there's so much stuff to do. First, is my stupid trend story. It's driving me nuts. Annecdotal lead! Like how to write!!! I am doing my best and I hope it will turn out fine.

Newspaper design is giving me a headache cos I am not exactly technically inclined. More work.. business assignment... Sociology assignment! And for CurL, I have to worry about the proposal. Hia.. :(

Havent been performing too well academically for this semester. Feeling a little down with all the grades that I have gotten back so far. I guess I am giving myself too much pressure, that's why. Thank you mummy and daddy for being so supportive by assuring me that just as long I have done my best, everything else is fine. :) And of course my dear who have been listening to all my complains and whine recently. *Smile* You simply made everything more bearable.. :)

Yesterday, my vision went blur twice when I was staring at the computer screen. Guess I am really too tired recently... with my eyes transfixed on the screen for almost the entire day. Honestly, was a little scared last night.

Today will be a better day! :)

Happy 20th Birthday, my dearest Michelle!

May you have a wonderful birthday with lots of presents and blessings. Hoping that all your wishes will come true. God Bless you. Hugs to you!

Can't wait to meet up with you, Sophie and ah boy... hope ya feeling better.. Sending guardian angel to protect u.. heee.. :)

Happy Birthday my dearest cousin!

May the year ahead be a smooth sailing one for you.

Love,
your mah fan cousin.. :)

Happy Birthday Kai Jie!

May you have an enjoyable birthday and a blessed year ahead. :) Hugs!

Lots of emotions have been flooding recently and I am glad it's over.

As I begin a brand new journey with him, here's what I have to say to the 2 that I've have unconciously hurt in the process. I never wanted this to happen. :(

I never knew how much I treaured the 2 of you until the moment when u 2 forced the truth out of me. I had prepared to break the news to the 2 of u gradually but u 2 caught me out of the blue. I feared abt how u will handle the truth. And after spilling the beans, I cried cause I have caused hurt to both of u. I never wanted it this way cos both of u r precious to me.

To u who have been around for me since pri sch, thanks for all the wonderful memories that you have showered on me. You've been a such a wonderful friend to me. I will respect your decision of making an exit from my life though it means an end to many years of friendship. I am not deserving of your love and I am sure you can find one one day who deserve your love. It's no use dwelling on something that is lost, cause that will only make u more upset. You have to learn to pull yourself together again, find a goal in life, and work towards it. The world does not just revolve around me. You have responsibilities. Your family and your friends. Wishing you all the best, my dear friend.

To the other u. Thanks for being such a supportive friend all this while. I really do not want to lose you cause u r indeed special to me. You're a great guy... really. I am glad you took the truth so graciously and I hope that the next time we meet, we can greet each other with a smile and continue to be best of friends.

Specially dedicated to my dearest 2 friends.

4th October 2006 marks the start of our journey. Whatever the future holds, let's hope we can walk the path together.

It's a long Tuesday.

Woke up at 6.15am in the morning. Gosh! All because I need to hand a box of white skin mooncakes to Edmund to put them in the refrigerator. But the good thing is that I had a good breakfast at Canteen 16 with Kai Jie. 2 slices of bread, 2 eggs and a cup of tea. That's a lot for breakfast! hahaha...

And the food was still churning in my stomach during lunch time and so I skipped lunch. Watched Hwee Ting eat while I sat there. But by 4p.m., my stomach began rambling! Gosh! And finally had my dinner at 6p.m. That equates to 11 hours without food. I wonder how I managed to survive. hahaha...

After dinner, once again I transformed into mooncake delivery girl and sent 8 boxes of mooncakes to the children centre just outside school. Leaving the place to head back to NTU was a challenge. Thanks to the commander who sat next to me, who told me to turn left and not right... and there we went on an adventure since I refused to do a u-turn illegally.. hehehe... Only naughty ppl u-turn without a u-turn sign...:P *Ahem* the person shld know who he is... hahaha.. :P Anyway, managed to send the commander back safely. Conclusion, Avy is a safe driver! :)

Okay. Thought that my wrist was feeling better, but i guess not. hiaz.

Happy birthday to all! Cause it's CHILDREN'S DAY! Celebrate!

Had a good rest today!

Woke up in the morning at about 10.30. Was suppose to go for a family lunch but mummy says I can stay home since I am tired. So I went back to bed and woke up only at 1p.m. ! Finally! A Sunday all to myself!

Revitalised after many hours of rest, I woke up and did some art & craft. It was fun!

After which, I decided to do some studying since I am having Forensic quiz this Wednesday. hahaha... although I think it wont make a difference whether I study or not.

And now, I am typing with one hand cause my mummy applied ointment on my injured left wrist! She is so rough lar... not painful also become painful... hahaha... So let me continue my story...

Oh! And I was a hardworking girl today. I went to wash my car myself. Now my car is glistening. Woohoo!

I ate a lot today. Here are the things I ate today. Growing fat.. :(

1. A bowl of noodle for lunch
2. A bottle of bird's nest
3. One eighth of a mooncake
4. Kaya toast for dinner
5. One chocolate (and found out that my bro has ate up almost all! Gosh!)

I enjoyed my boring yet relaxing Sunday! :)

One week of holidays has just flown by. Gosh! But I feel so unaccomplised!