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Sign of Relief
Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Things are falling into place... :)

writtern @5:04 PM

Seeking refuge

There is always 2 sides to a coin. Whichever side it lands, does it matter? It can be either be good no bad.

Life is gamble, filled with mountless challenges, opportiunities...

I have been seeking refuge in his arms v often recently. It's nice to know that you have someone to cry to when you need. Feeling a little overwhelmed at this point of time. But I will definitely conquer them! Let my tears flow, so that my heart stays strong.

Hoping that CurL "bash" will turn out fine later in the night. Suspension is in the air... hearing my heart beat.

The entry sounds quite incoherent. hahaha... :P

Feeling tired.. Shall go rest. It has been a long long day for me. Nitez... May tmr be a better day.

writtern @1:18 AM

Me and myself
Monday, January 29, 2007

It's always so nice to know that people care about me. :)

Feeling treasured and loved admist all the bad.

Smiling at everyday that comes my way.

writtern @12:13 AM

Swollen eyes
Saturday, January 27, 2007

Had bad rashes outbreak yesterday again. And I woke up to find my right eye swollen... Hia...

Haven't been in best of health recently. I am really exhausted but no one seems to understand. Next week is going to be a crazy one for me. Dreading the thought of it. Tuesday will be hell for me packed with meeting with NDP committee, filming for one of my modules and attending classes. From 9.30am-8.00pm... No break! Gosh!

CurL "Bash" is on Wednesday! hahahaha... how cool! Something to look forward to. :)

writtern @11:44 AM

Project group outing with our partners
Sunday, January 21, 2007
















Here's a picture we took that day at Mind Cafe last Saturday.

writtern @10:14 PM

My life

It's already 2 weeks since school reopened. Feeling kind of apprehensive about what awaits ahead for me. Well, I guess it is natural to feel that way at the beginning.

For the first week in hall, I stayed from Monday to Friday. Gosh! This is unbelievable! Wanted to go home on Thursday but a last minute meeting on Friday kept me in campus for one more night. For the entire week, I had a total 4 meetings! The coming week, will be having 2 meetings... This is really draining. As for my project, things aren't going as smoothly as hoped. Worried, disappointed and exhausted. Limited time, enery, abilities... But many people around me have helped to soothe all these uncomfort. A simple word of concern gives me the extra strenghth to carry on. Thanks guys!

Canvassing for CNY hasnt been going v well too. Competition for selling BBQ pork is really stiff this time round. Hia... Money can really make the world go round.

Academically, projects have yet to really set in and thus this is a good time to slack before the workload piles in.

I am trying my best to balance my time... School work, CurL, family and social life. Daddy and mummy are kinda missing my presence at home. But it's always so nice to know that your parents love you so much. Daddy bought me a handbag and my brother bought me an adidas jacket. Wow! It feels so nice to know that even when you are not around, you are not forgotten. I guess this is what I called family love that can never be replaced. Family members are always there for u whether is it happiness or sadness. I do miss home when I am in hall. The draw back home is always very strong especially when my I received phone smses from my mummy but I also understand that I do have commitments in school. A constant juggle that I will have to make.

But staying in school is not that bad afterall. My roomie, Xin Yi, is of great entertainment and joy to me... hahaha... And of cause my dear who accompanies me when I am alone in hall.

School week awaits me! Now... I shall go take a nap. Nothing beats my comfy bed at home!

writtern @1:32 PM

Back to hall life
Monday, January 15, 2007

I am typing this entry from hall 13. Yeap... I am officially back to hall life once again. Waiting ahead for me this week is lots and lots of meetings. Am missing my comfortable chair (the one in hall was broken by kj and now i have to sit in an upright position)... hahaha... just got bitten by mosquitos.. :(

writtern @10:05 PM


Time waits for no one. One week of school has just passed by swiftly.

I am moving back to hall today. Feeling a little sad, like the first time when I moved into hall when I entered university. I guess I will soon get use to it like I did the last time. Many reasons why I have decided to move back to hall. Firstly, CurL is taking up quite some bit of my time and staying in hall will lessen my parents' worry when I come back home late. Secondly, this semester's modules are mainly project based and that means more time will be spent in school. Will definitely miss bed, my comfortable computer chair.... Ok... I think I shld stop making it sound that I am leaving home for years... hahaha... :)

Have not been in the best of mood recently and my dear has been at the receiving end. Feeling bad for throwing temper at him. :( hahaha... I think he got me at the wrong time. :P My eyes are getting tired from all the crying. No matter how much I try to remind myself to stay strong, my tears still gush down uncontrollably. Had a good cry on Saturday and I am feeling much better now. Thanks dear for the shoulders. :)

writtern @12:14 AM

Striking a balance
Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Everything is pilling up... School work, CurL and my rashes which also add to my bankfull of worries. Yeap, I promise to work harder this semester and I will. It's a commitment to myself. Subject registration was very screwed up this time round. Lost all my GEs and I have to be stucked with modules that are left behind. Whatever it is, I just want to make the best out of it.

As for CurL, I begin to understand that many things are just beyond my control. There are so many things that I was hoping to achieve during the holidays, but couldn't. After working hard for the past months, I am back at point zero again. Having to rewrite the entire proposal is giving me nightmares. Adding to that, people working with me on my project aren't cooperating, hindering my progress. I am frustrated! Am I stretching my own limits to take on such a project in the first place? But I know, ultimately, I am going to treasure this experience.

Excited I may feel about the entire experience that I am about to embark on, my health is taking a toll of me. My rashes are causing me sleepless nights. I guess my rashes are making me feel down. I need to hide out soon. Waking up at night to scratch myself like a monkey is seriously draining me out.

On a happy note, I will be meeting my PW mates this Saturday. Hooray!

writtern @11:29 PM

Striking a balance

writtern @11:25 PM

Rashes are irritating
Saturday, January 06, 2007

Seen the doctor and yes... I am back on medication. Feeling upset whenever I see those rashes on my hands and legs. :(

writtern @1:24 PM

Frustration
Thursday, January 04, 2007

Itch is really unbearable. Yes. my rashes have made a come back! Havent been sleeping very well for the past few nights! The itch wakes me up! I am tired... I thought I have already said bye to the torturous rash! :( But I am staying positive for the year 2007! Nothing is going to bring me down and I cannot afford to be affected by all these. Smiling at everything that comes.

Happy 21st Birthday Rachel!

Happy 3rd month anniversary!

writtern @9:41 AM

New blog skin for the new year
Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Hooray! I finally changed my blogskin! I love it! Feeling sleepy. Going to bed... zzz...

writtern @2:28 AM

2007
Monday, January 01, 2007

My first blog entry on the 1st day of 2007. Something for me to smile. :)

People celebrate the new year in so many different ways. Some love to join the crowd and party the night away. Some choose to stay home and watch live telecast on the TV. Others rather spend the time with their family members, indulging in good food and drinks. However, lets not forget the people who make new year celebration an enjoyable one. People who have forgone their new year celebration to work and serve. Public transport service providers that help u get around comfortably, waiters and waitresses at food outlets to serve u as u bask in good food and drinks, the police and security officers who help ensure ur safety and many more who have chosen to serve us on such a special day. Kudos to them!

Happy 2007 to all!

writtern @1:55 AM