I am finally feeling better after a week of incessant coughing until I feel giddy. Now my stomach muscles are aching from all the coughs. :(
I have been busy settling all my stuff. I have come to a point that I can forget what I did just the day before and my head is bogged with many things that have yet to be settled. The scale of my project has grown so big that it is rather beyond my imagination Everyone is pilling up their expectations, injecting all sorts of suggestions and so on but no one seems to understand that handling this project is already a great struggle for me. I am still a girl at heart although I have just turned 21! I am not lamenting about all the work that I have to do. In fact, I do feel that what I am working on now is for a worthy course and am happy that what I am doing is going to put smiles on the faces of the less fortunate. I can go all out for this worthy course and I am really putting in all the needed energy into this project. I think I have never worked so hard for something before in my entire life! But there are times where I start to doubt myself...
But I want to jump out of this! I just want to put in my last lapse of energy into this project and make it a real success! But so what is my definition of success? I really have no idea. I am not thinking but for me now, I will put in all my effort, and whatever the outcome is, I shall accept. No use pondering over it cause the future is so uncertain. There are going to many more challenges that are coming my way and optimism is perhaps the best medicine for me. I shall smile at each day that comes. Gaining the strength from my loved ones. With their support, Avy is going to conquer what lies ahead! I want to go on a holiday! I want a break!
I am still sick hia.. My body feels weak and strengthless..
I have been rather busy with CurL stuff... Meetings and all.. and there are so many stuff that have yet to be settled. My powerboats, boats, funding and many more logistics stuff... :( I just cant seem to get my mind off them. I need a break from it BUT I know that there isn't time for me to do so. I am learning to take each step slowly. I am not a robot.
Yesterday, missed session cause I wasnt feeling well and didnt want to tire myself out but still went out at night with kj. We went to Padang to see the performance by the acrobatic group from France. Enjoyed the short performance and the fireworks at the end of it. Fireworks are always so beautiful, full of colours and life as they explode against the night skyline. But like all beautiful things, they come and go... Why am I sounding so pessimistic? hahaha...alright, here are some photographs.
Last week was real busy! Meetings, media brief, kite flying... fun fun fun! It's been a ages since I flew a kite... :P
Hahaha... but now I am coughing till I feel giddy. Have been sick for 5 days already. Went to Dragon boat association under the hot blazing sun this morning to view the pontoons for my event and came home and slacked the day away. Eat, sleep, watch TV, surf the net... What a piggy life!
CurL is pressing nearer and many things are falling into place. Phew.. I just hope that everything will flow smoothly. It's been an exhausting 9 months journey into this project and in 3 months time, everything is going to be over. I wonder how I would feel when August 18 finally arrives and everything comes to an end. No more meetings, no longer typing emails furiously every night, no more cries of anxiety and frustration, no more receeing of venues... Well, I wont know until that time comes. Shall take each step at a time... :)
Looking forward to the coming months of excitement!
Here are some photographs from media brief and kite flying!
Everyone is falling sick! Recently, my brother had been down with a flu and now it seems like its gonna be my turn soon. Phie is sick too and hope she will recover soon. I keep having intermittent hot and cold, one moment feeling very cold and the next perspiring. This is no time to fall sick. :( Feeling airy fairy. Gotta rush off for tuition soon.
My first bday celebration at Amara Hotel with my family members. The food was yummilicious!
I had the most memorable birthday with my all my darling friends at Settler's cafe on the eve of my birthday! Thanks to all my CurL mates, CJ darlings and bf for all the effort! Thanks for the wonderful memory!Really very touched by all the effort put in by all my darlings.. Love all of ya! It has given me the boost to move forward and face what is ahead with courage. Picking myself up once again.
Here's a montage of some of the pictures taken that day.
Received the loveliest and most thoughtful presents from all my darlings. Love them all. Treasuring them.
CurL mates (21 gifts!!!)1. Winnie the Pooh paper bin
2. Nail set
3. Marshmellows
4. Handphone stickers (times 2)
5. Pooh handphone accessories
6. Sun block
7. Winnie the Pooh umbrella
8. Macademia chocolotes
9. Card holder
10. Handbag
11. Panty
12. T-shirt
13. Card
14. Notebook
15. Stressball
16. Jewelry holder
17. Car head cover set
18. Wallet
19. Winnie the Pooh mouse pad
20. Jigsaw puzzle
Project group mates
Hwayang DVD
Notebook from Prints
Lovely flowers
Celestine and BridgitteVoucher from Espirit
Handmade box from Celestine
ID friendsSwatch watch
PamelaTakashimaya voucher
Sobia and JeremyNotebook from Prints
Pri School friendsJewelry
Xiu YunSweater
HannahCard
Adeline, Alicia and JoanForever friends soft toy
Thank you for all the wonderful gifts! Avy is soaking happily in all the presents!
Well, I am finally 21, crossing another milestone in my life. Praying that CurL'07 will be a great success. It's the one big thing that I sincerely hope that everyting will turn out fine. The sight of my CurL committee being so united brought so much joy to my heart. It's an indescribable feeling but all that I know was that I was moved to tears when I got home. It has given me the confidence that CurL'07 will be a great success!
May the years ahead be a smooth sailing one for one and all. Hoping that everyone stays healthy.
