This week, being the final week before the mid-term break, doesn't make me feel any better. Next week, is going to be another week of fatigue and rush for FYP.

I agree that my recent posts have been rather depressing and yes, I should cheer up. Sourcing for happiness and relieve does seem extremely difficult recently. In the past, I can be so thrilled and happy after buying the smallest thing, like a pen. Now, even with my new handphone, Nokia 6600 Slide, which my bf has generously bought for me, only managed to make me that tiny bit happier.

I am completely lost in FYP and all my modules. I some how feel that this semester is a total mistake. Somehow, I am starting to doubt my aptitude in media. I can't seem to find that 'special media talent' in me. I can't speak well, write well, handle a simple camera... Why am I doing here? Well, I should have known since this was not even my first choice. But having said that, the pasture is always greener on the other side. Since I have managed to conquer 3 years, I will just hang in there and make the best of what I have.

Avy is aimless.. :(