Sometimes, I just want to have some time to do the things I want to do like going out with my friends and not be bogged down by tonnes of commitments. When she is takes leave, it is almost mandatory that I go out with her. My timetable is already packed to the brim but I have to force myself to squeeze out a time slot for her. If not, those sarcastic remarks will simply come out of her mouth, piercing deep. Not like I have not been committing week by week to send her to the supermarket, carrying those heavy bags of groceries, loading them onto the car while my brother can simply shirk all these responsibilities.

I am lamenting because I am really tired. Why do people like to impose their preferred time on me and I am always the one having to make time for them? No consideration on whether I am free to do so or not.

I hate living a life for others. It is going to be a tough month ahead with FYP going full force and I have only just ended exams yesterday. Yesterday, I came rushing home to attend to the tonnes of email and phone calls. Where's the post exam celebration? This semester has been very stressful and I before I can breathe, I have sunken into another commitment.

Avy is exhausted. She shall go sleep.