I am stressed out, totally.

Pulling off an event in one month will most probably be the most goddess thing I have done if it manages to pull through. Feeling the jitters.

At such time, I really hope for a source of support. To be exact, I am craving for support. I do not want to be independent and strong because I am not. My perfectionist instinct is settling in fast as I come to realization that this is not going to be a perfect event that I hope for it to be. Time and bureaucracy are against us.

Have I made the right choice? My heart is in a total confusion.