My Project lovelies....
Saturday night was exceptionally lovely spending time with my project mates. 6 years and nothing has changed. The only thing that changes is the topic we discussed about and this time round, we were talking about marriage and what we will be expecting in the coming 10 years. Our first job, marriage, first child and so many changes to expect in the coming years. It is going to be daunting but exciting at the same time. To my darling, thanks for being there for me all these years, through my ups and downs. Avy loves all of you.
To my dearest Daddy and Mummy, whom will not read my blog, thanks for loving and doting me for who I am. Knowing that both of you are bearing with all the unhappiness at work really pains me. I hope to alleviate them for you but I cannot seem to be of much help. Such helplessness is making me feel very terrible.
To my special someone, though I never said anything much to you, I know you have done loads for me. You stood by me through CurL, take care of me when I am sick, lend me your shoulders for me to cry on and so many more lovely things you have done for me. You have seen the unrevealed side of me and thanks for still loving me.
2 special friends- Celestine and Nana who have been by my side since secondary school. They are the ones whom I can really pour out everything. Xin Yi and Shu Ching for all the support and love! Both of you are the greatest gifts since I came to NTU.
Though it seemed a little odd that I saying all these at this pt of time, I just wanna let my loved ones know how much I do love them. All of you have been the greatest gifts and I will treasure you with all my life. This is the first time I had so much emotions running through me at one go and I though that my blog should be the best avenue to let them flow. And yes, and not forgetting my dearest blog. It has stayed by me for the past 4 years and I am sure, for many more years to come.
Yes Michelle... I will try to update my blog as often as I can. We are meeting tomorrow ... So happy!
It's always so sweet to have them in my life. Hugs!
Work has become rather frustrating recently since I am always at the receiving end of someone's mistakes. Everything becomes my responsibility. I have my threshold too. I do not see why I need to be covering your ass whenever you make mistakes and I get screamed at. I have never thought I was out there to prove my worth but now it seems that I need to in order not to be stepped over by you. I have not your slave, at your beck and call. For months where everyone was sneezing and coughing at the office, I remained healthy. Now, when everyone has recovered, I am down. I guess its cause I am upset at work that is weakening my body. I feel so bored at home! Argh... Just taken my medicine... I think I shall go nap again to catch up with my beauty sleep.
PW mates! See ya tmr!
My blog is catching dust cause I haven't been in the mood to update my blog recently.
Finally, I was back at session after such a long time. I really do miss sessions, spending time with the trainees. They are the only ones whom I can always be myself cause they do not judge and pretend. I hate politics. Day in and out, politics wag and I am tired.
Last Friday night, my cousin and I had dinner at the Japanese Restaurant at Dempsey. Though the food was not bad, I have to say the price was a little steep. Unless you wish to pamper yourself, maybe a cheaper alternative may be a better choice. Then, we went on to Dome to have a drink and chatted the night away. It's been a long time since I had such a long chit chat with my dear cousin. We have been so engaged in our own lives. A meet up once in a while is always so sweet.
Went out with Xin Yi after work on Wednesday to buy her daddy's bday present. As usual, we can bicker the whole time out... hahaha...:)
Next week, its gonna be fun. Meeting up with Nana and Shu Ching tomorrow and my PW mates on Saturday for dinner!
Why do weekends always come and go so quickly. I really heart weekends!
One word that comes to my mind when I think of this year's Open House is "noisy." hahaha... I just have no ears for rock music. Other than that, the day went well. Watching those newbies coming into the school makes me feel really old. :P
Back to work tmr...
It is simply amazing how people can paint and mask things to make it sound like its all for my own good. I feel homeless, lost and not knowing what to expect in months to come. I can only sit and pray. At such a point, I can only choose to forgive the people for the harm they have brought upon me. It hurts and it is unjustified but I choose to forgive them and move on. Ultimately, I am the one who will suffer from the misery and unhappiness. I have to learn to love myself. If not, who else will?
My left wrist is hurting again. It is an old injury that I sustained last year when I carried some 300 boxes of mooncakes. Ouch... I think I better go get a wrist guard tomorrow... Hia... :(
On a bright note, its week 10 at work.. Counting down.. :)
