Such a pleasant surprise from my dearest 13th committee! So touched... They made me this lovely board containing all their messages to me.. :) Totally beautiful!

When everything seems rather unbearable, it is always so nice to have friends around who can perk you up with little surprises that mean so much to me. I love all of you!

Recession has finally set in the the future seems bleak. With almost every company having hiring freezes, it further lowers any chance of finding a job your choice. I personally feel that finding a job is not difficult, but finding a job that you truly like is going to be difficult under such a circumstance. Beggars must not be choosers.

These few months have been a very challenging one for me.
August- Busy with all the WSC stuff
September- Busy groping with my FYP
October- Still groping aimlessly
November- The dreadful exams
December- Full swing into FYP
January- Event!
2 consecutive hectic years + mid way through another one = limit of exhaustion

I seriously cannot wait for all these to be over. I am already all drained and tired. My brain has kind of stopped functioning and I am dreading every day that passes by so quickly. In the past, I am busy but happy. Now, I am busy, but not happy.

As for my dearest club, I am hoping that things go well there. I know I have to let go, but it is difficult after vesting so much effort in it. My wish to the new leaders is never to forget the true objectives of the club, Espirit de Voluntaire. It is not a ground for glamour, fame and recognition. It is about volunteering, reaching out to the less privileged people of our society. And also not forgetting about the dedicated volunteers, the backbone behind the club. They deserve the recognition as much as any of you do.

Happy Birthday to my dear!

I guess this is the most extravagant dinner we ever had since we dated. We went to Equinox, located on the 70th floor of Swissotel. The food was really exquisite and yummy and the scenery up there was picturesque. A night that I will never forget!

Recently, it takes me quite some time to recall what I did the day before. Gosh. I have been so busy with my Final Year Project and other school work. My body feels so strained and exhausted, my face looks very washed out and pale like a ghost. Every weekend passes by so quickly and before I know it, the mad rush begins again. Not to even mention that my weekends are also occupied by FYP stuff.

I went down for swimming therapy last Saturday after missing sessions for the past one semester. I totally enjoyed myself spending time with Kenny and only Kenny. hahaha... Because I really do not have many friends there already. Most of them, being in their final year, stop going altogether. I understand. Final year is a real torture. Kenny's vision has worsened once again and I can sense he there is a lot of fear mounting in him. Uncle Francis says that maybe it is time that we teach Kenny how to use the blind-man stick but I am so against the idea though I know it is for his own good. Imagine treating him like a blind when he is not blind yet. It pains me totally. What can I do for him?

Being so pre-occupied with my own personal stuff, I think I have neglected a lot of people around me. Someone, help me! I really need more time. I am totally drained just from thinking about all these.

I am seriously finding it very difficult to get back into the studying mode after almost 8 months away from school. Nothing is really getting into my head no matter how much I try to force those readings in. Maybe, internship was not that bad afterall. No tutorials, projects, quizzes and FYP to worry about. Every week at school is slipping by so quickly, it is hardly imaginable! Before I know it, I have to sit for exams! I feel so ill prepared for this caged up competition in those disgusting examination halls.

Every morning, getting myself out of bed is simply torturous. No matter how many hours I force myself to sleep, it never seems enough to recharge my body battery. Not being able to have a thorough and good night sleep has become a norm to me. My eye bags are worsening... Argh.. :(

My FYP is progressing like a snail and I can only hope for the best. Burning 2 weekends in a row is totally terrible, but if it get things done, I really do not mind. It's going to be another Sunday burnt for YOG brainstorming.

Shall go to bed soon. Got to wake up early tomorrow. Praying for a good night rest.